Well, let me tell you my life couldn't be more screwed up right now.
It seems that my best friend is mad at me for not being home when she called.
Although I did take my cell phone with me, so she did have a chance to reach me.
On monday, I got a call from my aunt that my uncle (her brother) attempted to kill
himself with some sort of glass, but failed. So he is now in an institution.
It hit my dad hard obviously and me too.
She has absolutely no right to be upset, in my opinion.
Somehow I don't want to tell her tough. I'd rather tell someone who actually has
been through... not something like attempted suicide...but death and tragedy in general.
I know it sounds weird. But it makes me more comfortable telling this to someone who
knows how to handle a situation like it and what I'm going through.

And right now I have a fever. I'm practically burning up...

I've gotten like seriously obsessed with everything regarding Laguna Beach lately! You guys, it's crazy! I used to hate this show with such a passion, but now I love it. And what really rocks is that my fave character, LC, got her own TV show, The Hills.
I already applied to some communities to get my weekly fix of Jason and LC.
I guess this is my way of dealing with the summer pause for all the other shows. At least it's healthier than getting depressed.

I'm so pathetic, it's now even funny anymore. I absolutely adore this site with celebrity gossip (lj community of course!) and I check it at least twice a day...
I know...shoot me now!

There's a party going on right now at the club that I went to. (see last post) But I just didn't feel up to going there and since I had no motivation and didn't wanna go alone, I just stayed in and watched Old school with Vince V.
I need to see the Break Up right now....

I know I haven't posted much lately but that's only because of the finals. No, I'm not just talking about the stressful end of yet another school year, but about all my fave shows going into hiatus.
Major suckage, you guys! This is sooo terrible, you know, this morning I actually got up really early to search for the 'newest' Vm-Torrent only to remember that season 2 is already over!
I know, I know, you're probably thinking: Geez, what an idiot.
But I've been doing that routine for MONTHS. It's not easy to leave that behind.
Lost finale should be really interesting. I have to catch up with Ep22 but since I already possess it, just haven't watched it, that's what I'm gonna do now.
I loved the OC finale. Marissa's dead was so overdue. Summer and Seth all peachy and together. What more can a fan girl aks for?

Us, Germans are going to have a long weekend, well ppl at my school are going to anyway and I plan to visit my first club. Can you believe it? I'm really excited and hope that the guys will be cute and not sleazy or anything and that I'll have fun.

Also my BF Hanna is gonna throw a party at her house on Friday with MY liquor...should be fun!

I decided it's not worth keeping up a community with one member, so I'll just contribute to my usual fan boards more.

Okayyyyyyy..........
I opened my very own community today! I'm very excited although I'd be more excited if there were actually some people that read my LJ and would join my community.
*dramaticsigh*
Anyway, my community will be basically about everything in TV and I'll upload many eps and seasons that you guys can d/l, watch and have fun with!

I've made some crappy art and thought I'd just torture you with it. :P

( Here we go... )

I'm d/l the last five eps of Lost or so cause I didn't get a chance to before.
I've heard rumors that Libby is going to get killed later in this season which sucks! Libby is pleasant and has the hots for Hurly.
I hope that Ana-Lucia or whatever her name is gets killed. The fugly biatch killed Shannon,my favorite character and i'm going to hold that grudge forever.

OMG, did Veronica Mars rock, or what! I'm loving the whole Kendall plot. (charisma pretty)
Am I the only person how has absolutley no fucking idea who crashed the bus?
Makes me feel so stupid.
Veronica and Logan so need to get back together or at least find a way to get rid of that sexual tension *winkwink*
No seriously, I seems like every ship I love is getting screwed up.
My first ship ever was Clana. Al/Mils the fuckheads ruined that pretty early for me so i couldn't enjoy it.
Then Joan of Arcadia. Joan/Adam.
And then the big era started. ANGEL/CORDY. My favorite tv couple/ship and even as friends I love them most in the world. But that got screwed too. Damn Joss not believing in happy endings and cordy dieing.
Later on I got into all the good Tv shows currently on TV.
Veronica Mars, Lost, Bones (although I only watch it for the hotness that is Dave B.)

I've heard a lot about House, Dr.Who, Grey's anatomy latley. I soo need to check them out.

Also, I need to learn how to use that behind the cut thingy or whateves it's called.

Okay, I have been listening to nothing but Pink's new album lately. It seriously rocks my socks!
Squee! IMO, stupid girls isn't even the best single on the album and I loved it since I first listened to it.

School is just crazy lately. We've been writing so many tests and there's so many stuff to prepare for clsses, papers to write and tons of homework. But right now, I'm free. It's easter vacation!
Which totally rocks! Although that I don't know what to do. I mean I have no boyfriend to meet and most of my friends are gone to Austrich or something. sucky.
So I'm wondering why nothing's going on lately on the internet. It's like everything dead.
Well,... time to look for internet friends!!

I'm so bored out of my mind that I'm randomly downloading things and movies to watch. I've downloaded the Ice princess with Michelle Trachtenberg and Wedding Crasher with Rachel McAdams. Now I already watched Ice princess and I have to admit I liked it!!!
I didn't think I would, but me being my usual fan girly self it's not that surprising.

I'm getting more and more into HP these days. I think I'm gonna watch all the movies in a row or something later...

When I come home I seriously have to make a new banner and get rid of the old one! Geez, I'm disliking it more and more by just looking at it!
I seriously hope that I'll get better at making art and 'grow' as an atist. I'm usually really creative, but posting stuff on the internet sort of makes me really nervous and all those kick-ass artists! They totally intimidate me and my sucky art.

I think I'll start getting some Veronica Mars pictures and caps to work with. I should invest more time in learing how to do good art and read more tutorials, but I'm so fcuking lazy! You wouldn't believe it!

Okay, until, like, the day before yesterday I was sick...the flu 'cause here it's freezing! Seriously tempetarue is always under zero. Being sick was actually the perfect opportunity for me to write/ make more art. But nooooo, I was sitting in front of the computer reading other people's LJs and looking at their greatness of art.

I watched VM and I think it was cool. At first I was very pissed for Logan hitting on that Hannah chick, but once it was revealed that she was Griffith's daugther I was so relieved! LoVe foteva!!
And I'm shipping a new ship! On VM! Mac/Beaver, they are so cute togetha! I just hope that Dick didn't screw everything up...well, but after what happened with that dude/chick...lol
Here's to hoping we get to see more of 'em!

I just discovered the most awesome TV shows! I'm a member on a site called thelivingroom.tk that offers not only various music and movie downloads, but also basically every TV show broadcasting on American (sometimes British) TV.
So the shows I'm talking about are How I met your mother, four kings, Veronica Mars and Bones.
I only have episode 9 of Bones, but I love the show already.

God, I totally suck at making digital art! I mean, check out my banner! It sucks...it really does. Since I totally love! Doyle and season 1 in general I wanted to make a banner about the 'good times' of A.I.
I can't seem to find other people sharing my Doyle love with me. That's so frustrating, sure he was only on for like 9 episodes but in my eyes a great character.

I'll try making some more and better art later...maybe tomorrow.

Tonight I'm sleeping at my aunt's which I hope will be fun! But you never know with relatives though...

It's like I am going crazy! I'm currently watching Lost S2 and I just can't stop! I forgot how much I love this show. Over the last few months I had no time whatsoever to watch it and now I'm hooked. *thinks about uploading lost eps on her LJ* I saw a vid about Jate with mostly clips from S2E9 What Kate did' and there seems to be some serious Jate going on!!(totally overwhelmed with excitement)

But... there is something you should or let's say have to know about me... I'm a total C/A addict. In case you don't know C/A is short for Cordelia and Angel. They are my all time favorite couple. Charisma Carpenter and David Boreanaz together that's almost too much hotness one person can handle.
Today I ordered my Angel Season 4 DVD and I know that it's not known to be the best season especially for CA shippers, but as the devoted Angel fan girl that I am...I'm gonna buy it anyway! Another reason is the scene in Awakening (sp?). I was only able to get my hands on low quality links and that sucks.

Okay I admit it I'm spoiled. I need HQ! High quality is everything for me. Of course that makes downloading eps very hard for me 'cause people still seem to upload low quality more than high! *glares*
And since I'm living in Germany I don't get to watch my favorite TV shows on TV 'cause they always air months ; and even *gasps* years later! We still haven't gone past Angel S3 in Germany! Talk about deprived!

Hi everyone! .::waves hand::.
I have thought about having my own LJ for quite some time now and since I'm currently and totally bored...I just did it! My name's Nele and I'm 15 years old.
I guess you could say I'm just another ..mmhm..fan-girl obsessed with awesome TV shows.
I still live at home and it's going to stay that way for a loong while.
Right now I'm not going to school (YAY!)'cause my school is doing something like career week. We have to search for an internship at some workplace and work there for 2 weeks! How fetch is that?
I picked the hospital and it rulez!
My co-workers are totally nice and I love 'em like crazy! Many of my friends said it was going to be gross and that would end up doing all the dirty work, but boy, were they wrong!
I wish I could stay there longer than two short weeks...*sighs* It's so much more fun than school!

Well, anyways I hope you'll enjoy my constant rambling and stuff!